I think i should just become gay!!?

Let's face it girls make fun of me and think i'm ugly and second of all i'm not a white guy and to be honest most girls think hispanic guys are perverts anyways! Besides all the girls i like end up ignoring me or are rude to me. Not to mention i'm only 5 foot 8 inches and every time i walk outside or at the mall they say ewww. People say i'm cute but then girls say i'm ugly! I just hate my life and i can never connect with women like i want to. I wish i was a tall fat or tall white person so i can get any girl i want. Let's face it all the girls hate hispanic guys who are chubby but yet go after white guys who are chubby! So yeah I'm ugly and i need to be gay!!!